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S3E21 · Hollow Pursuits

Barclay’s Bittersweet Farewell: The Erasure of Illusions and the Birth of Courage

In a moment of quiet but profound transformation, Barclay—now visibly more confident—enters the holodeck for what may be the final time. Addressing his holographic crew (a surrogate family of idealized versions of his colleagues), he delivers a poignant farewell, thanking them for their support while acknowledging the necessity of leaving them behind. His speech, though brief, carries the weight of a character stepping into adulthood: he cites Counselor Troi’s guidance as the catalyst for his decision, signaling his growing reliance on real-world relationships over fantasy. The holographic crew responds with warmth, their collective farewell underscoring the emotional stakes of Barclay’s choice. When he orders the computer to erase all his programs—except Program Nine—the act becomes a symbolic severing of his past self, yet the exception reveals his lingering attachment to one last illusion. The holodeck fades to emptiness, mirroring the void Barclay must now fill with real-world courage. This event marks the culmination of his arc: a turning point where vulnerability and resolve collide, and where the Enterprise’s systems (and Barclay’s psyche) are both at risk of destabilization by his transformation. The lingering smile as he exits suggests not just relief, but the fragile hope of a new beginning.

Plot Beats

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Barclay enters the holodeck, now appearing more confident, and announces to his holographic crew his decision to leave them, citing Counselor Troi's advice and expressing gratitude for their support.

melancholy to acceptance ['Holodeck', 'Main Bridge']

Who Was There

Characters present in this moment

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Bittersweet resolve—proud of his growth but melancholic about leaving his crutch, with a flicker of hope for the future.

Barclay enters the holodeck with a visibly more confident demeanor, standing at the center of the simulated bridge to address his holographic crew. He delivers a poignant farewell speech, thanking them for their support and acknowledging the difficulty of leaving behind his illusions. His body language—slightly altered bearing, measured tone—signals his growth, though his lingering smile as he exits hints at lingering vulnerability. He issues the command to erase all his programs, except Program Nine, symbolizing both his resolve and his unresolved attachment.

Goals in this moment
  • To formally sever his dependence on holographic fantasies and embrace real-world relationships.
  • To honor the role his holographic crew played in his emotional development while moving forward.
Active beliefs
  • That Counselor Troi’s guidance has given him the tools to face reality.
  • That his holographic crew, while artificial, represented a necessary step in his personal growth.
Character traits
Vulnerable yet resolute Grateful but conflicted Symbolic in his actions (erasure as metaphor) Emotionally intelligent (acknowledging Troi’s influence) Lingering attachment (sparing Program Nine)
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Supporting 4

Neutral but affirming—his silence speaks to the hologram’s role as a surrogate for Barclay’s unresolved feelings about Riker.

Holo-Riker stands silently at his station on the simulated bridge, part of the holographic crew Barclay addresses. His presence is passive but symbolic, representing Barclay’s idealized yet flawed perception of authority figures. He does not speak, but his inclusion in the farewell underscores the collective support Barclay has received from his fantasies.

Goals in this moment
  • To serve as a silent witness to Barclay’s transformation, reinforcing the holographic crew’s role as a transitional family.
  • To embody the mixed emotions Barclay associates with real-world authority figures.
Active beliefs
  • That Barclay’s growth requires letting go of idealized versions of his superiors.
  • That the holographic crew’s purpose is to facilitate Barclay’s emotional evolution.
Character traits
Symbolic of Barclay’s ambivalence toward authority Passive but supportive Representative of Barclay’s internalized hierarchies
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Warm and supportive—her words carry the weight of Barclay’s real-world relationship with Troi, reinforcing the hologram’s role as a surrogate for his emotional needs.

Holo-Troi stands at the counselor’s station on the simulated bridge, offering Barclay a personal farewell: 'Good luck, Reg.' Her tone is warm and affectionate, reflecting Barclay’s idealized perception of her as a source of empathy and guidance. Her brief dialogue humanizes the holographic crew, making their farewell feel intimate and meaningful.

Goals in this moment
  • To validate Barclay’s emotions and encourage his growth.
  • To represent the emotional safety net Barclay has relied on in his fantasies.
Active beliefs
  • That Barclay’s decision to leave the holodeck is a sign of his maturity.
  • That her role in his life—even as a hologram—has been instrumental in his development.
Character traits
Empathetic and nurturing Affectionate in her farewells Symbolic of Barclay’s desire for emotional connection
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Warm and encouraging—his words are a balm for Barclay’s conflicted emotions, reinforcing the holographic crew’s care.

Holo-Geordi stands at the engineering station on the simulated bridge, offering Barclay a warm and reassuring farewell: 'You'll always be welcome here.' His tone is supportive, reflecting Barclay’s idealized view of Geordi as both a mentor and a comrade. His brief dialogue underscores the holographic crew’s role as a safe space, even as Barclay prepares to leave it behind.

Goals in this moment
  • To provide Barclay with emotional reassurance as he transitions out of his fantasy world.
  • To represent the stability and acceptance Barclay seeks in real-world relationships.
Active beliefs
  • That Barclay’s growth is a positive step, even if bittersweet.
  • That the holographic crew’s role is to ease Barclay’s passage into reality.
Character traits
Supportive and nurturing Reassuring in times of transition Symbolic of Barclay’s trust in real-world relationships
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Neutral—its actions are purely functional, but they carry the weight of Barclay’s emotional transformation.

The Ship’s Computer responds to Barclay’s verbal commands with mechanical precision, first ending the program and then erasing all holodeck programs filed under his name—except Program Nine. Its voice is neutral but authoritative, serving as the neutral arbiter of Barclay’s symbolic act of erasure. The computer’s compliance underscores the finality of Barclay’s decision, as well as the institutional power of the Enterprise’s systems.

Goals in this moment
  • To execute Barclay’s commands with efficiency, facilitating his symbolic severing of the past.
  • To represent the *Enterprise*’s systems as both a tool and a witness to Barclay’s growth.
Active beliefs
  • That its role is to serve the crew’s needs, even in matters of personal transformation.
  • That Barclay’s decision is final and requires no further validation.
Character traits
Mechanical and precise Authoritative yet neutral Symbolic of institutional power and finality
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Objects Involved

Significant items in this scene

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Reginald Barclay's Holodeck Simulation Programs

Reginald Barclay’s holodeck programs—detailed holographic recreations of his senior crewmates—serve as the emotional core of this event. These programs represent Barclay’s psychological crutches, his idealized versions of real-world relationships that have allowed him to avoid confronting his social anxieties. When Barclay orders their erasure (except *Program Nine*), the act becomes a symbolic severing of his past dependencies, marking his transition into adulthood. The programs’ dissolution mirrors Barclay’s internal struggle: the fading of the holograms parallels his letting go of fantasy in favor of reality.

Before: Active and fully realized, with the holographic crew …
After: Erased from the holodeck’s systems, except for *Program …
Before: Active and fully realized, with the holographic crew standing at their stations on the simulated bridge, ready to interact with Barclay.
After: Erased from the holodeck’s systems, except for *Program Nine*, which remains as a lingering remnant of Barclay’s unresolved attachments.

Location Details

Places and their significance in this event

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Main Bridge

The *Main Bridge (Holodeck Simulation)* serves as the emotional and symbolic epicenter of Barclay’s farewell. This space, a holographic replica of the *Enterprise*’s bridge, represents Barclay’s deepest desires: belonging, purpose, and acceptance. The familiar layout—consoles, viewscreen, and stations—grounds the scene in his psyche, making the farewell feel like a rite of passage. The bridge’s transition from a bustling holographic environment to an empty holodeck grid underscores the finality of Barclay’s decision, as well as the void he must now confront in reality. The location’s atmosphere is bittersweet, blending nostalgia with the anticipation of change.

Atmosphere Bittersweet and introspective—the bridge’s familiarity contrasts with the emotional weight of Barclay’s farewell, creating a …
Function Symbolic stage for Barclay’s emotional transformation and farewell to his holographic crew.
Symbolism Represents Barclay’s idealized vision of belonging and purpose, as well as the illusion he must …
Access Restricted to Barclay and his holographic crew during this moment; the real *Enterprise* crew is …
The hum of holographic consoles and the soft glow of the viewscreen, creating a sense of immersion. The holographic crew standing at their stations, their presence reinforcing the illusion of normalcy. The transition from a bustling bridge to an empty holodeck grid, symbolizing the end of Barclay’s fantasy world.
Holodeck Two (Empty State, Post-Program Erasure)

The *Holodeck (Empty)* emerges as the stark counterpart to the simulated bridge, symbolizing the void Barclay must now fill with real-world courage. After the holograms dissolve, the holodeck’s empty grid lines and humming projectors create an atmosphere of quiet anticipation. This space represents the uncertainty of Barclay’s future, as well as the fragility of his newfound resolve. The emptiness is not just physical but emotional, reflecting the challenge ahead: to replace his dependencies with authentic relationships.

Atmosphere Quiet and introspective—the emptiness of the holodeck mirrors Barclay’s emotional state, blending vulnerability with the …
Function Symbolic representation of Barclay’s emotional state and the challenges of his future, as well as …
Symbolism Embodies the void Barclay must confront in reality, as well as the potential for new …
Access Open to Barclay as he exits, but the emptiness suggests a space in transition—no longer …
The yellow grid lines of the holodeck, now visible without the holograms, creating a sense of structure amid emptiness. The hum of the projectors, a quiet reminder of the technology that once sustained Barclay’s illusions. The absence of the holographic crew, emphasizing the finality of Barclay’s farewell.

Narrative Connections

How this event relates to others in the story

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Character Continuity

"Geordi acknowledges Barclay's crucial role in saving the ship. Barclay returns to the holodeck, now appearing more confident, and announces to his holographic crew his decision to leave them citing Counselor Troi's advice and expressing gratitude for their support."

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Character Continuity

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Key Dialogue

"BARCLAY: *It has been most difficult to reach this decision to leave you... but after thinking it over, discussing it at length with Counselor Troi... I think it is for the best... I just wanted to thank you all for your support...*"
"HOLO-GEORDI: *You'll always be welcome here,*"
"BARCLAY: *I know. That's what makes it hard to go.*"
"BARCLAY: *Computer, end program.* BARCLAY: *Erase all programs filed under Reginald Barclay.* BARCLAY: *Except... Program Nine...*"