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S3E21 · Hollow Pursuits

Barclay’s Hollow Gratitude: The Collapse of a Counseling Session

In a painfully tense counseling session, Counselor Troi attempts to guide Barclay through a relaxation exercise, but his anxiety spirals into physical distress—clenched fists, rapid breathing, and a voice trembling with forced politeness. Troi’s measured, therapeutic approach (lowering lights, guiding breathwork) only heightens Barclay’s discomfort, his body language betraying his inability to engage. When she presses for deeper reflection, Barclay abruptly terminates the session with a hollow, performative gratitude—'This has been extremely helpful'—before fleeing the office in a state of unresolved panic. The moment exposes the fragility of his coping mechanisms and the depth of his repressed trauma, leaving Troi to grapple with the paradox of his contradictory behavior: a man who needs help but cannot accept it. The scene underscores Barclay’s self-sabotaging cycle—his holodeck fantasies offer temporary escape, but reality demands confrontation he cannot yet face. Troi’s puzzled reaction hints at her growing concern, foreshadowing her later intervention with Geordi on the bridge. Narrative Function: This event serves as a causal turning point—Barclay’s inability to engage in counseling directly leads to Troi’s warning to Geordi (beat_4a579856ecd563f7), escalating the crew’s awareness of his instability. Thematically, it contrasts Barclay’s fantasized control (e.g., his holodeck musketeer fantasies) with his real helplessness, reinforcing the story’s tension between illusion and reality.

Plot Beats

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Troi attempts to guide Barclay through a relaxation exercise, dimming the lights and instructing him to close his eyes and focus on her voice; Barclay initially complies but shows signs of heightened anxiety.

nervousness to feigned relaxation

Barclay abruptly ends the session, claiming it was extremely helpful, and rushes out of Troi's office, leaving Troi puzzled by his behavior and obvious discomfort.

feigned calm to puzzlement

Who Was There

Characters present in this moment

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A maelstrom of panic and shame—his exterior performs gratitude while his interior screams for escape. The session forces him to confront the gap between his fantasized confidence and his real helplessness.

Barclay perches on the couch’s edge, his body language screaming discomfort—clenched fists, rapid breathing, and a voice trembling with forced politeness. Troi’s relaxation prompts trigger a physical unraveling: his eyes snap shut too tightly, his feet lift mechanically, and his breathwork becomes a hollow mimicry of calm. His abrupt exit, laced with performative gratitude ('extremely helpful'), reveals his flight from vulnerability, leaving Troi and the audience to grasp the depth of his self-sabotage.

Goals in this moment
  • To endure the session without revealing his true state (failing spectacularly)
  • To maintain the illusion of competence, even as his body betrays him
Active beliefs
  • That his holodeck fantasies are the *only* safe space for connection
  • That real interactions (like this counseling session) will inevitably expose his inadequacy
Character traits
Acutely self-conscious, with a hyper-awareness of his own awkwardness Prone to performative compliance (e.g., mimicking breathwork to appease Troi) Physically reactive to perceived loss of control (e.g., dimmed lights triggering panic) Master of self-deception (believing his holodeck illusions are preferable to reality)
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Professionally composed but inwardly puzzled—her therapeutic instincts clash with Barclay’s inability to engage, leaving her questioning how to reach him.

Troi initiates a therapeutic relaxation exercise, dimming the lights and guiding Barclay with measured, empathetic prompts. Her calm demeanor masks growing concern as Barclay’s anxiety escalates, culminating in his abrupt departure. She remains seated, her puzzled reaction lingering as the door closes behind him, signaling her realization that his issues run deeper than she initially perceived.

Goals in this moment
  • To help Barclay relax and open up about his anxieties
  • To establish trust and a foundation for future counseling
Active beliefs
  • That structured relaxation techniques can bridge his discomfort
  • That his resistance is temporary and rooted in general anxiety, not specific to her
Character traits
Empathetic but professionally detached Adaptive to patient needs (though here, her methods backfire) Observant of nonverbal cues (notices Barclay’s tension but misreads its severity) Patient yet subtly frustrated by his resistance
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Objects Involved

Significant items in this scene

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Troi's Counseling Couch (Bendii Syndrome Scene)

The couch serves as a physical and psychological battleground. Barclay’s rigid posture and clenched fists compress its cushions, mirroring his internal tension. The low-backed design offers no refuge—its openness forces him to confront Troi’s gaze, amplifying his discomfort. His abrupt stand and exit leave the couch’s surface slightly indented, a silent testament to his fleeting, failed attempt at engagement.

Before: Neutral—unoccupied, its cushions smooth and undisturbed, ready for …
After: Physically altered (compressed cushions from Barclay’s weight), emotionally …
Before: Neutral—unoccupied, its cushions smooth and undisturbed, ready for the next counseling session.
After: Physically altered (compressed cushions from Barclay’s weight), emotionally charged as a symbol of his inability to relax or stay.
Troi's Office Light Panel

The light panel becomes a catalyst for Barclay’s panic. Troi’s adjustment to dim the room—intended to create a calming atmosphere—instead strips Barclay of visual control, triggering his spiral. The panel’s seamless integration into the office walls underscores the *illusion* of safety: what Troi perceives as a therapeutic tool, Barclay experiences as an environmental trap, heightening his sense of vulnerability.

Before: Functional and inactive, blending into the office’s serene …
After: Active but now associated with Barclay’s distress—its dimmed …
Before: Functional and inactive, blending into the office’s serene design, awaiting Troi’s command.
After: Active but now associated with Barclay’s distress—its dimmed state lingers as a metaphor for the session’s failed outcome.

Location Details

Places and their significance in this event

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Deanna Troi's Counseling Office

Troi’s office, designed for intimacy and confidentiality, becomes a pressure cooker for Barclay’s anxiety. The enclosed space—meant to foster trust—instead traps him, with no escape from Troi’s empathetic gaze or the weight of her therapeutic expectations. The dimmed lights and couch’s open layout amplify his exposure, while the office’s institutional neutrality (Starfleet-issue decor, muted colors) clashes with the raw emotion unfolding. Barclay’s flight through the door frames the room as a failed sanctuary, its purpose subverted by his inability to engage.

Atmosphere Initially clinical and calm, but rapidly shifting to tense and oppressive as Barclay’s panic infects …
Function A counseling space intended for vulnerability and healing, but here it functions as a stage …
Symbolism Represents the gap between Starfleet’s ideal of psychological support and the reality of Barclay’s trauma. …
Access Restricted to authorized personnel (Troi and her patients), with the door providing a clear exit—one …
Dimmed lighting (initially soothing, then claustrophobic) Low-backed couch (offers no physical or psychological refuge) Starfleet-issue decor (neutral, institutional, devoid of personal touches)

Narrative Connections

How this event relates to others in the story

What led here 2
Causal

"Troi attempts to counsel Barclay, and due to both his fear and her methods, Barclay abruptly ends the session, claiming it was extremely helpful, and rushes out of Troi's office, leaving Troi puzzled by his behavior and obvious discomfort."

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Thematic Parallel medium

"Geordi gives Barclay the task of finding why the glass changed, just as Troi is counseling Barclay. Both are trying to help Barclay to improve."

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What this causes 4
Causal

"Troi attempts to counsel Barclay, and due to both his fear and her methods, Barclay abruptly ends the session, claiming it was extremely helpful, and rushes out of Troi's office, leaving Troi puzzled by his behavior and obvious discomfort."

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NARRATIVELY_FOLLOWS

"Troi is concerned enough about Barclay's visit to tell Geordi on the bridge."

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NARRATIVELY_FOLLOWS

"Troi is concerned enough about Barclay's visit to tell Geordi on the bridge."

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NARRATIVELY_FOLLOWS

"Troi is concerned enough about Barclay's visit to tell Geordi on the bridge."

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Key Dialogue

"TROI: *I can tell this is difficult for you.* BARCLAY: ((quick)) *No!*"
"TROI: *Close your eyes... Lean back.* BARCLAY: *Why?* TROI: *I just want to help you relax.* BARCLAY: *You do?* ((reacts))"
"BARCLAY: *Well, thank-you for your time... This has been *extremely* helpful... in through the nose, out through the mouth... I'll practice and let you know...* ((backing out))"